I Support Chee Li Kee

I see disappointment in all eyes.

It hurts.

Deep down, I know I was wrong,

and what I've been told was all the truth

and I should listen and obey.

But, I just couldn't...

or I should say,

not brave enough...

yes, indeed.

Failure.

I don't know how I feel now.

But I'm afraid of the arrival of that day.

I know I would feel sad,

really sad on that day.

Now I realised, you've already given

me the 100 jokes during every

moment I spent with you.

I'll miss you

and am already missing you.

Please take care of yourself,

my good friend,bro,

tcy.

I'm sorry.

That's all I can say.

Don't wanna try.

Shouldn't have either.

because its another way of hurting myself,

though its a mild hurt.

You got me shaken up.

Please tell me there's a way.

to stop thinking.

dedicated to my high school buddies. :)

希望自己还是小孩。

希望无时无刻有你们在，

分担我的喜怒哀乐。

虽然说人是会长大，

路一直是往前走，

可是后来我发现，

我的路确实是往前走，

但心灵一直在后退，

追随着过去的回忆。

我很感激陪我一起度过中学生涯的知心朋友。

更感激他们就算到了不同的地方仍然帮助无知的我。

真的，衷心感谢，真心的爱你们！

所以说，我真的不知道我该如何如果你们都不在我身边。

对，我还是长不大。

抱歉，仍然带给你们很多麻烦。

对你们的感激与抱歉尽在不言中。

对你们的爱却更深厚。

你们每一位都了解我的一点一滴，

或许是我太容易被看穿吧，

但也证明你们关心和留意我这个笨蛋。哈哈！

心情突然变得很奇怪。

时间一分一秒的过，更加害怕你们离我远远的。

不希望大家会因此而变得生疏。

总之，

你们是我的能量，

没有你们我发不起作用，

慢慢的就会烂掉。

哈哈！

Add on.

HAHA.
I miss Lam Mun Wai, the 'outside' happy, 'inside' sad guy.

I miss copying bio with him until fingers break and try to sneak into library to photostate.
haha. when thought of it also will laugh. remember the day i tried to go out? but that woman was actually not far from staff room. LOL. my heart nearly pumps out. LOL..

ANDDDDDDDDDD
I miss complaining to him about that 'very special person'. hahaha!
He's very kind, to help me keep all the 'secrets'. haha!



I only started to talk to him end of last year.
If not mistaken, was because I wanna borrow the Chem p2 mock papers answer. Haha!
He's so kind.. he borrowed to me all but actually I didn't do anything in return. haha! :p


Although not knowing him for long, he's considered as one close friend to me in Alevels. haha.
Maybe because we were same primary school, thats why i feel quite close to him.
At least, I can crap alot with him. Haha!! really alot.
Well, he's the best 'mouth exercising athlete'. Maybe can get into world record? haha. Jk. XD
He wouldn't deny it, right, munwai? haha. He can stay in library for 8 hours, planned to study but actually talk for more than 4 hours. haha!


One thing in common. both of us like choc. just that I like choc with rum, he likes pure choc..
I remember, I promised to buy you one whole Choc indulgence and you promised you'll finish it up. hahahaha! Hope that choc indulgence can causes the 'inside sadness' allele to mutate and form 'happy allele' which is dominant la. haha! wah.. so Bio. lol.
One dayyy,... one day, I'll buy for you. haha. Wait for that day yea.. LOL.

Haahaa.

one last thing.

Mun Wai, you are the best.

KOJILMA.

HAHA!

you're nappeun namja. ^^

haha!

Take care, nappeun namja. :p

and All the best in IMU. *heart*

Looking for the day you give me a name card

with Dr.Lam printed on it. ^^

*i didn't spell wrongly this time.hehe.*

Last day. and I miss them.

Yayyyyy!!

Finally finished A2 exams..

And its so unbelievable!!

I've finished my Alevel course... not officially yet. coz graduation nite is one week from now. haha!!

Generally, I screwed few papers.. especially Chemistry. Oh no~!

Well, what I can do now is only pray hard. hehe.

The first thing I finished exams,

I only thought of MOVIES, DRAMASSS!!

Haha. Its not surprised that movies and dramas are the first thing on the list. ^^

But, its odd.. when I reached home, I don't feel like watching TV already. I feel sad somehow.

Its not because I screwed my chemistry papers. Its because today is already the last day in college seeing classmates, friends..

Yes. I've started to miss them.

I miss going pyramids with Yeeching and Keziah during 3 or 4 hours break for movie/lunch. haha!

I miss cutie Mokyin! her big big eyes. O.O

I miss maths pro Lavina and her straight forward-ness. haha!!

I miss Eugene's joke. =D

I miss Kah Hwa's and Bryan's noise.

I miss carrying out experiments in Bio lab with yeeching KangIan and Kah Hwa.

I miss carrying out experiments in Chemistry lab.. haha! although.. got alot stories behind.. aherm.. *girls, you all know right. haha.*

I miss complaining before,during and after one known for really tedious subject--bio with the girls. haha.

I miss discussing dbsk with Natalie, although she's not that into them.haha. Anyhow, I started to listen to bigbang's song. 'Tell me goodbye' is very nice. haha.

I miss Edna's fashion. haha!!! especially her bag..hah.

haha! and oh! I miss miss chin's face when she's trying real hard to hide her smile.

haha! I miss the whole class.. :)

I wished I could go back to 2008..........

I still remember its on 19th July 2008.

Its quite funny lah. And I can see Sue Yen in this video. XD




Cadet Police of CHS! one word to describe. YENG!

hehe! SARAH!! I can see you in this movie.!! haha!


Its on teacher's day.

AHH! I miss those days.

天籁之音

Finally finished mock exams already.

But I don't have the holiday mood.

Because something that scared my heart out happened

when I was on the way back home.

But it's okay already.

I just need to calm down now.

and I realised that I lost faith easily.

I must train myself to be stronger.

hmm. should I tattoo AKTF like what

yuchun did?

LOL. i was just joking. haha.

AFTF no matter what happens.

yes, its a good motto for all cassiopeias.

=)

Walk with -Junsu- in April.

Its April now.

What should I do.

~Seriously, need a turbo to speed up everything right now.~

Today, I heard one most irresponsible sentence from my lecturer.

She came in and said,

" eh, I didn't realise we still left one week then its ur mock exam already."

%&$*#)#@!(&

What the shit.

She should have known it if she really cares/concern.

Isn't she suppose to plan nicely her scedule?

she always like to list out the time line

but now she FORGOTTEN?

wow. impressive.

and now she wants to have extra classes again.

We have to spend time to cover her mistakes.

nice.

Memorable lunch at McD

Our class ended at 10.30am today.

We had 3 hours break in between.

So, Lavina, Li Ying, Mok Yin, Keziah, Rachel, Yee Ching,

me, Kah Hwa, Bryan, Clifford, Lucas, Eugene and Ian

went to Pyramid McD for lunch at 11.30am. =)

This was the very first time we went out to eat together.

haha. how pathetic. first time. O.o

but its good to have at least once. hehe.

And woah, haha.. Liying fetched girls to pyramid!

She drove....... *wow* haha.

while the boys took the shuttle bus.

*Kah Hwa was eating the Mc Chicken.

The way he ate really funny lah~

He was so patiently tearing the meats and put aside,

like what usually mothers did for their child. Lol.

* Aish.. Bryan don't want me to take his photo. >.<

*ngek ngek*
Lucas and Ian didn't want me to take their photos either.
But I took it..secretly..muaha..XD

Ah~~his expression was super super funny lah!!! ROFL!!

He was actually trying to smile while eating so that he looked like very enjoying the burger.

But end up, his expressions were -suffering- HAHA!

.Funny + cute.

after all, its my 100th post!! hehe.

Today had my biology test.

SCREWED IT.

7 Structured Questions.

One and a half hour.

Hard.

Need to write alot.

Not enough time to finish.

Blank few questions.

Most of the questions answered crap.

eg: Why is the protein molecules on the cell surface membrane is

more efficient to stimulate immune response compared to that in blood.

my answer: Because it is more efficient to stimulate T lymphocyte in the immune system.

omg. no eyes see. what a stupid answer.

When my Bio teacher came to collect the papers, she said: ' Now you all see, its not easy to finish in one and a half hour. you all have no time to think.

What?/ =.=

I wonder who taught us that we have to link every single thing.

PHEW

PHEW

PHEW

Finally, I had done my presentation!! hehe. I guess some of you will be surprised that why I'm doing A-levels now but still have presentation to do. Haha. Don't ask. When teacher asked us to do, we just have to follow orders. No objections.

I thought today is my bad day.
My heels broke one hour before the presentations started.
T.T
yea. sad case. So, no choice, I've to wear back my sandals.
Haha. Luckily I still look fine in formal wear with a pair of sandals. LOL.
I was so worried that my group has to postpone to next week, but luckily I finished present today. YEAH.

And I'm here to thank all my group members.

:: Mok Yin ::

:: Hazel ::

:: Chuan Hao ::

AND

A BIG THANK TO THE JOKER THAT MAKE THE WHOLE PRESENTATION INTERESTING

:: CHANG KAH HWA ::

THANK YOU ALL!!

Esc.

The first week of March.

I will appreciate these 3 free days.

Because

starting from March,

most of the time will be on extra classes.

T.T

[Suffering March.]

OWH

Please,

time,

slow down!!

both of them

can never

exist together.

Why does it has to end so fast.

I want more holidays!!!

XD

Happy CNY ^^

Mickey and Minnie

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A short moment. s1.

Girls-all in white(from left to right) : Liying, Bi, Lavina, Mok Yin, Natalie, Edna(behind Natalie), Keziah, Yee Ching, Kah Yan.
Boys-all in dark blue/black(from left to right) : Lucas, Kah Hwa, Clifford, Ian, Hwei Hwei, Eugene, Bryan, Mark.

Haha. Suddenly feel like our class is quite united. Already same class for one year, but this was the first time we take photo together. >.< Although that moment was short, but I love that feeling. That 'united' feeling. heh! Although not the whole class was there.
Hope that next time is the whole class taking photo together. =D

Let us cherish the remaining 2/3 months more lahh. =D

♥

ŧ ˢ ᵜ ᵌ ᵗ

Sometime, in some conditions,

its not good to be persistent.

Letting go would be the wise choice. =)

kiss goodbye.

I can start to feel the loneliness and discomfort already.
So not used to it...














I need all these to feel the silence and loneliness.

-LOL-

Silence in your heart.

我一直都明了，

只怪自己不坚定。
对你总是戒不掉。

xiah

HAHAHA!!
My sis is so gonna mad of me.
(She is a big fan of Xiah.)
ROFL!
Oh by the way, Xiah is really cute lahh! haha!

Irreversible

I really don't understand.

Why cant them be more considerate in everything they do and talk.

Is it because they're not mature enough?

If its so, then please shut up.

now, I know.

12/01/2010

Watched AVATAR (3D) with bro, sis and Alice.

AVATAR

IS

AWESOME!!

Actually the next day (Wdnesday) I had a Bio test, but I chose to watch AVATAR rather than studying Bio at home. Hoh! Luckily I did not make the wrong decision. Haha!

I wished to live in that Pandora planet also lah.. It's so nice..so..'wonderland' feel. hahah!

Actually I feel bit sad when the movie ends, because it means that have to back to reality already. hah. I know I have to, eventually, can't always live in fantasy.

but AVATAR is, indeed, very worthwhile to watch. =)

rate: 9/10

haha. Although its superb nice and awesome, but it gives me a feeling of 'Atlantis-the lost empire', 'Laputa and Princess mononoke by hayao Miyazaki'. hehe.

13/01/2010

lock and key hypothesis is always applied in order to access in to that secret garden. =)

I am so idiotic. I am always so over protective of that particular thing that you all gave me 2 years ago. I always cover it well of that most inner part, forbidden to any 'foreigners'. But the more I protect it the more I neglected its importance and its values. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done it. Because 'foreign things' never belong there and never will understand the values.=)

The higher I crawl,

the feeling of lonely grows even stronger.

Waiting for the weekends to come is like taking a year to wait.

This week was okay.. fine..

Next week classes will be suffering like hell.

hmm.

But sometimes I am 身在福中不知福 .

Love

weekends!

time,

slow down,

please!

=)

wake me with your voice.

nice voice , they have.

Melanchony.

.sky.

Afraid that all of these have to become history

and never have the chance to see 5 of them

standing on the stage in one straight line singing songs

and dancing again.

I really hope that their songs

will ease my fear.

Oh no.

but it got worse when I

got the bad news of them.

sad case.

Greed ruins everything.

why not believe in fate

as what you all usually do.
silly.

Helpless.

It seems calm and tranquil.

But I feel the opposite now.

Anxiety is building in me.

Fear is growing strongly.

end of me.

HELLO 2010 HELLO

BYE 2009 BYE

Its silly.

My new year wish.

I really hope

that superman

is here

to freeze the time

at the very last second

of 31/12/09.