I'm sorry.

That's all I can say.

Don't wanna try.

Shouldn't have either.

because its another way of hurting myself,

though its a mild hurt.

You got me shaken up.

Please tell me there's a way.

to stop thinking.

dedicated to my high school buddies. :)

希望自己还是小孩。

希望无时无刻有你们在，

分担我的喜怒哀乐。

虽然说人是会长大，

路一直是往前走，

可是后来我发现，

我的路确实是往前走，

但心灵一直在后退，

追随着过去的回忆。

我很感激陪我一起度过中学生涯的知心朋友。

更感激他们就算到了不同的地方仍然帮助无知的我。

真的，衷心感谢，真心的爱你们！

所以说，我真的不知道我该如何如果你们都不在我身边。

对，我还是长不大。

抱歉，仍然带给你们很多麻烦。

对你们的感激与抱歉尽在不言中。

对你们的爱却更深厚。

你们每一位都了解我的一点一滴，

或许是我太容易被看穿吧，

但也证明你们关心和留意我这个笨蛋。哈哈！

心情突然变得很奇怪。

时间一分一秒的过，更加害怕你们离我远远的。

不希望大家会因此而变得生疏。

总之，

你们是我的能量，

没有你们我发不起作用，

慢慢的就会烂掉。

哈哈！

Add on.

HAHA.
I miss Lam Mun Wai, the 'outside' happy, 'inside' sad guy.

I miss copying bio with him until fingers break and try to sneak into library to photostate.
haha. when thought of it also will laugh. remember the day i tried to go out? but that woman was actually not far from staff room. LOL. my heart nearly pumps out. LOL..

ANDDDDDDDDDD
I miss complaining to him about that 'very special person'. hahaha!
He's very kind, to help me keep all the 'secrets'. haha!



I only started to talk to him end of last year.
If not mistaken, was because I wanna borrow the Chem p2 mock papers answer. Haha!
He's so kind.. he borrowed to me all but actually I didn't do anything in return. haha! :p


Although not knowing him for long, he's considered as one close friend to me in Alevels. haha.
Maybe because we were same primary school, thats why i feel quite close to him.
At least, I can crap alot with him. Haha!! really alot.
Well, he's the best 'mouth exercising athlete'. Maybe can get into world record? haha. Jk. XD
He wouldn't deny it, right, munwai? haha. He can stay in library for 8 hours, planned to study but actually talk for more than 4 hours. haha!


One thing in common. both of us like choc. just that I like choc with rum, he likes pure choc..
I remember, I promised to buy you one whole Choc indulgence and you promised you'll finish it up. hahahaha! Hope that choc indulgence can causes the 'inside sadness' allele to mutate and form 'happy allele' which is dominant la. haha! wah.. so Bio. lol.
One dayyy,... one day, I'll buy for you. haha. Wait for that day yea.. LOL.

Haahaa.

one last thing.

Mun Wai, you are the best.

KOJILMA.

HAHA!

you're nappeun namja. ^^

haha!

Take care, nappeun namja. :p

and All the best in IMU. *heart*

Looking for the day you give me a name card

with Dr.Lam printed on it. ^^

*i didn't spell wrongly this time.hehe.*

Last day. and I miss them.

Yayyyyy!!

Finally finished A2 exams..

And its so unbelievable!!

I've finished my Alevel course... not officially yet. coz graduation nite is one week from now. haha!!

Generally, I screwed few papers.. especially Chemistry. Oh no~!

Well, what I can do now is only pray hard. hehe.

The first thing I finished exams,

I only thought of MOVIES, DRAMASSS!!

Haha. Its not surprised that movies and dramas are the first thing on the list. ^^

But, its odd.. when I reached home, I don't feel like watching TV already. I feel sad somehow.

Its not because I screwed my chemistry papers. Its because today is already the last day in college seeing classmates, friends..

Yes. I've started to miss them.

I miss going pyramids with Yeeching and Keziah during 3 or 4 hours break for movie/lunch. haha!

I miss cutie Mokyin! her big big eyes. O.O

I miss maths pro Lavina and her straight forward-ness. haha!!

I miss Eugene's joke. =D

I miss Kah Hwa's and Bryan's noise.

I miss carrying out experiments in Bio lab with yeeching KangIan and Kah Hwa.

I miss carrying out experiments in Chemistry lab.. haha! although.. got alot stories behind.. aherm.. *girls, you all know right. haha.*

I miss complaining before,during and after one known for really tedious subject--bio with the girls. haha.

I miss discussing dbsk with Natalie, although she's not that into them.haha. Anyhow, I started to listen to bigbang's song. 'Tell me goodbye' is very nice. haha.

I miss Edna's fashion. haha!!! especially her bag..hah.

haha! and oh! I miss miss chin's face when she's trying real hard to hide her smile.

haha! I miss the whole class.. :)