I can start to feel the loneliness and discomfort already.
So not used to it...














I need all these to feel the silence and loneliness.

-LOL-

Silence in your heart.

我一直都明了，

只怪自己不坚定。
对你总是戒不掉。

xiah

HAHAHA!!
My sis is so gonna mad of me.
(She is a big fan of Xiah.)
ROFL!
Oh by the way, Xiah is really cute lahh! haha!

Irreversible

I really don't understand.

Why cant them be more considerate in everything they do and talk.

Is it because they're not mature enough?

If its so, then please shut up.

now, I know.

12/01/2010

Watched AVATAR (3D) with bro, sis and Alice.

AVATAR

IS

AWESOME!!

Actually the next day (Wdnesday) I had a Bio test, but I chose to watch AVATAR rather than studying Bio at home. Hoh! Luckily I did not make the wrong decision. Haha!

I wished to live in that Pandora planet also lah.. It's so nice..so..'wonderland' feel. hahah!

Actually I feel bit sad when the movie ends, because it means that have to back to reality already. hah. I know I have to, eventually, can't always live in fantasy.

but AVATAR is, indeed, very worthwhile to watch. =)

rate: 9/10

haha. Although its superb nice and awesome, but it gives me a feeling of 'Atlantis-the lost empire', 'Laputa and Princess mononoke by hayao Miyazaki'. hehe.

13/01/2010

lock and key hypothesis is always applied in order to access in to that secret garden. =)

I am so idiotic. I am always so over protective of that particular thing that you all gave me 2 years ago. I always cover it well of that most inner part, forbidden to any 'foreigners'. But the more I protect it the more I neglected its importance and its values. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done it. Because 'foreign things' never belong there and never will understand the values.=)

The higher I crawl,

the feeling of lonely grows even stronger.

Waiting for the weekends to come is like taking a year to wait.

This week was okay.. fine..

Next week classes will be suffering like hell.

hmm.

But sometimes I am 身在福中不知福 .

Love

weekends!

time,

slow down,

please!

=)

wake me with your voice.

nice voice , they have.

Melanchony.

.sky.

Afraid that all of these have to become history

and never have the chance to see 5 of them

standing on the stage in one straight line singing songs

and dancing again.

I really hope that their songs

will ease my fear.

Oh no.

but it got worse when I

got the bad news of them.

sad case.

Greed ruins everything.

why not believe in fate

as what you all usually do.
silly.

Helpless.

It seems calm and tranquil.

But I feel the opposite now.

Anxiety is building in me.

Fear is growing strongly.

end of me.

HELLO 2010 HELLO

BYE 2009 BYE

Its silly.

My new year wish.

I really hope

that superman

is here

to freeze the time

at the very last second

of 31/12/09.